Busy Week

Wow it seems as though I haven't written in awhile but I've been busy hangin out with friends. Stefanie has left for LA and I drove her to the airport and didn't have any problems going there or back. I was very proud of myself for doing that. Now that she has been gone it has been weird w/o her around. I still come over to her house though and have dinner w/ her family which has been really nice might I add. I don't have to cook, the food is good, I even help clean up, and I'm not having dinner by myself. I started a job today well ok it was just for one day but still. It was hard work let me tell you. I had to redo one part of the cosmetic section I had the Cover Girl stuff. I had to take off the old products then take all of the rest out, put them back up, take old labels off, put new ones on, then restock some. I was on my feet for most of the day. But hey I got paid $11/hr and I worked 6 hrs.!! Yay for money coming in right?? Only 7 days left til I get to go home and see my family and Alexis!! I get to fly by myself as well to I'm kind of excited about that. I have hmwrk that is due Sunday and I haven't finished it yet. But I will say that I don't have a freakin finance test this week though horray for that. I've been walking at night still w/ Jackie and tonight with Jamie, Vincent, Ashley, and Jackie. It was fun plus I keep talking to Jason which I will say that I have missed him so much. But....I met this 18 yr old guy the other night playing tennis. He was guy Jamie's friend named Jordan. He is from Sherman and just graduated high school and let me tell you he is one big horn dog!!! For just meeting him in like not even an hour he told me that he wanted to stick his dick inside me deep and hard. WTF!!!! Why can't I attracted old guys instead of the young ones. What is wrong w/ me?? But I will say this Jamie (girl) said an awesome quote and I need to write it down. When I get it from her I will post it. So anyways I'm going to go do some hmwrk and while I sit her next to my littel sister. Ok so I really don't have a little sister but she is like one to me. She is Stefanie's little sister. So I'm out lata.

No More Planning

Wow man I just can't get away from having a normal day. Stefanie called me to wake me up to call my teacher so I could go pick up the packet from him. Well good for me I actually got up and did just that. I met him at 1:30 PM and then I was like oh I'll go hang out with Lauren for awhile then go home for dinner. Did that happen....of coarse not I'm definitely not going to plan my day out anymore cause it never happens to be what I plan. I hung out with Lauren then we watched a movie at her house then had FREE McDonalds!! Yum I had a salad and a fruit salad. Oh yea I got a fruit buzz hahahaha!! It was sooo cool to get a FREE dinner that was good. I even text Jason (Cochise) and told him I had a fruit buzz and if he wanted to join me. He said when and where. I was just playing around and said wherever you would like. Nothing back from him on that comment, so what is up with guys not doing the flirting thing through text messages?? Guys just do not have a clue when it comes to that. Hello guys get a clue!!! It is ok to flirt through text messages I know ya'll have a dirty mind!! So anyways enough about him cause he just hasn't bother to call me or talk so yea I guess we really didn't have anything this past year. To me it seemed like we did but I guess not. If anybody talks to him tell him I said hi at least. Enough about him onto other things like I need to study for my homework....wait I need to do my homework instead of going out and hanging with friends all day. Its ok sometimes but not when you have a major test coming up on Friday and things that are due in like 2 weeks. Anyways I'm so determined to go to bed early tonight so I'm goin to start that process I'm out lata.

Good Week or Not??

Well I have had one interesting week so far. I went to run Stef's errands for her then went to her house to run. Storms where looking bad so I decided to stay at her house last night. Then I got up this morning and had planned on coming back in the morning but did that happen...no. So I stayed at her house all day, ate dinner with her family. The food was once again good. Chicken and rice...yum!! Then we ran again I'm so proud of ourselves for running. I'm really proud of SA for running 2 miles. Wish I could do that but at least I run 1 mile. Hopefully soon I will see results of running and doing crunches, butt lifts (yes butt lifts), and anything else I can think of. The reason is because I'm hoping that what Mike told Stefanie is true that he'll be back in August. But I'm not going to get my hopes up though. I can't go to LA though I'm low on funds and everybody I know is low on funds too. But I do have a job for one day next week. I'll explain it later after I know exactly for sure what I will be doing. At least I know I will get paid $11/ hr for 4 hours. That is so money coming in. Anywho I'm going to bed cause I will be getting a call to wake my ass up early to call a teacher so I can go pick up the packet from him. So I'm out lata.

Thanks!!

So today I was going to get up early and fix breakfast then take a shower and so on. Did that happen......no of coarse not. Instead I woke up around 10 and took a shower then make me a breakfast drink and checked my e-mail. Blow dried my hair then did my finance homework and then got dressed. After that I proceeded to head to the post office to mail my teacher the papers that I signed. I came back home and finally ate lunch and chilled for awhile. Got a call from my mom and she told me that her surgery is scheduled for July 12 at 8 AM. While I was talking to her someone banged on the door. I was like ok which one of my friends didn't call before coming over?? So I looked in the peep hole and it was this black kid. I know I am being stereotypical about black guys but I was not about to open the door. I looked out the bedroom window and looked outside and there were tons of kids walking up and down the street with bags around there shoulders. I'm guessing they were trying to sell dictionaries or phone books. After I was like ok I think it is time to head to SA and Jackie's house for the funeral. I went to Jamie Skaggs dads funeral and it was nice,very hot, but nice. I cried a little cause of a song they played and I don't like seeing guys cry because then I cry. After going to the grave site and reception afterwards I finally got to eat dinner. Came home and I was sitting on my bed when I heard a strange noise. So I turned the TV down and listened for a minute trying to figure out what it was. I got up thinking it was my dumb retarded chair but not it wasn't it came from the bathroom. I stood just outside the bathroom and heard the noise again in the bath tub. Got really freaked out and called my good friend Mike. He's so nice to come over so late to check out the noise for me. Thanks Mike !! Well he checked and nothing was there of coarse always happens. Well to let you know too Mike that after you left I was in the bathroom again and heard the noise again. I think it was an animal underneath the house so I'm over it...I think?? Anyways now I'm hear and hope I can go to sleep. I'm trying to read all the freakin homework my tech and prof. writing teacher has given us. I have a finance test tomorrow 50 questions in 50 minutes! Yay so much fun maybe I'll get SA to help me. Alright I'm going to wash my face and brush my teeth and go to bed. Lata

Crazy Week

This has been one crazy weekend and week so far. 1st off my friends Jamie on her way back from her vacation found out that her ex-boyfriends dad died in a car accident. Totally horrible thing to come home too and sad as well. She finally made up with him and they now are friends which is good. I say don't end something in a bad way try to make-up before you leave. Oh and always tell people how you feel about them especially if you love them.
Next I went to register at Grayson on Monday and was that a bad thing. It is a very long story but in short I'm now going to take the 2nd summer session instead of the 1st and they know that I'm in district instead of out of district. If you want to know the whole story just call me. Also last week I called my house to ask my mom a question well my little brother said that she was either on her way to the emergency room or doctor!! So I come to find out that my mom had a pain below her chest and now has to have her gaul bladder taken out sometime. I still don't have a job but at least now it will be easier for them to find me a job cause I can work from 8-5 now.
Tonight I found out that one of my pledge sisters is pregnant!! I'm so excited and happy for her. You know what that is the 2nd pledge sister of mine to get pregnant in the summer. Is that cool or not I don't know. It also got me thinking about certain things. I was talkin to Stefanie on our way back about getting married and things like that. She told me that I was worrying about it way too much. But I told her that it is kind of depressing for me when most of my friends our getting engaged or happy babies.(ok so I don't want a baby but having a boyfriend and getting engaged would be nice) My mom was 22 when she got married. My older brother was 22 and now I'm about to be 23 and still no boyfriend or anything. Trust me I don't look I just wonder why me is there something wrong with me?? I guess it is just God's way of saying it isn't time for me yet. With the whole Grayson thing happening I thought well damn it I could have stayed home this summer and work and gone to MC for my Micro class. But everything happens for a reason right? So I will just see what this means. God will tell me in good time what this summer holds for me. Last summer I guess it was good that I was at home cause I went on the diet with my mom and we walked. I had an awesome job and made pretty good money. So yea that is maybe why I stayed home but I also had a choice to stay at home again or move up here and I chose to move up here. Lets hope that I made the right choice. Anyways I'm going to bed and getting up early, making breakfast, taking a shower, doing homework early, then have lunch, and relax then go to a funeral. Long day it will be so I'm out lata.

HUH?

Today has been one crazy day let me tell you. I woke up around 11:30 AM and went to the kitchen to check my e-mail. Ok so my computer isn't in the kitchen anymore that was the closest place by the modem til I got my wireless. So after that Jackie's mom called her then my mom called me and scared the crap out of me. She asked what was for lunch? She said that they (mom and dad) where almost there. She was kidding they we're on there way. Then next thing I know Jackie's mom was over and my parents were on there way. I started freakin out cause I didn't want my dad to know that Stefanie wasn't living with me yet. But I got it all covered though he didn't suspect a thing. Then I had to sit there with my parents while my dad put the wireless together. We went to a very late lunch then went to Wal-Mart to get some more things for the house. Then as soon as we got back I went with my mom to Blockbuster to return a movie and got another one. Then after like what seemed forever my parents finally left. I really don't mind that my mom is there it is just my dad. So then I got in this weird kind of mood. I don't know if it was the movie I was watching or what. I started thinking about Mike and our relationship. Don't ask me why but I did then I cooked me dinner and ate that. Finally finished my movie and cleaned the kitchen. Then I did a little of exercise in the living room while listening to music.
Now I'm hear being bored and wondering what kind of job I'm going to get when I graduate. Now why I am thinking about that I have no idea. I keep wondering if I'm majoring in the wrong field. I'm 22 bout to be 23 and still have no idea what I want to do with my life besides get married and have kids. You know when you were little you used to know exactly what you wanted to do when you grew up. Now that I'm all grown up I have no clue. I guess I'll figure it out some day right? They always say do what you love well I kind of can't do that for a living cause it is a little hard. Ok you're wondering what that is right? Well I love to sing and dance. Don't laugh but I do and both those things are hard to make a career out of. Anyways I need to go to bed cause I need to get up early to go register for Grayson. Plus summer school starts 2morrow!! Lata