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Thursday, June 09, 2005

Crazy Week

This has been one crazy weekend and week so far. 1st off my friends Jamie on her way back from her vacation found out that her ex-boyfriends dad died in a car accident. Totally horrible thing to come home too and sad as well. She finally made up with him and they now are friends which is good. I say don't end something in a bad way try to make-up before you leave. Oh and always tell people how you feel about them especially if you love them.
Next I went to register at Grayson on Monday and was that a bad thing. It is a very long story but in short I'm now going to take the 2nd summer session instead of the 1st and they know that I'm in district instead of out of district. If you want to know the whole story just call me. Also last week I called my house to ask my mom a question well my little brother said that she was either on her way to the emergency room or doctor!! So I come to find out that my mom had a pain below her chest and now has to have her gaul bladder taken out sometime. I still don't have a job but at least now it will be easier for them to find me a job cause I can work from 8-5 now.
Tonight I found out that one of my pledge sisters is pregnant!! I'm so excited and happy for her. You know what that is the 2nd pledge sister of mine to get pregnant in the summer. Is that cool or not I don't know. It also got me thinking about certain things. I was talkin to Stefanie on our way back about getting married and things like that. She told me that I was worrying about it way too much. But I told her that it is kind of depressing for me when most of my friends our getting engaged or happy babies.(ok so I don't want a baby but having a boyfriend and getting engaged would be nice) My mom was 22 when she got married. My older brother was 22 and now I'm about to be 23 and still no boyfriend or anything. Trust me I don't look I just wonder why me is there something wrong with me?? I guess it is just God's way of saying it isn't time for me yet. With the whole Grayson thing happening I thought well damn it I could have stayed home this summer and work and gone to MC for my Micro class. But everything happens for a reason right? So I will just see what this means. God will tell me in good time what this summer holds for me. Last summer I guess it was good that I was at home cause I went on the diet with my mom and we walked. I had an awesome job and made pretty good money. So yea that is maybe why I stayed home but I also had a choice to stay at home again or move up here and I chose to move up here. Lets hope that I made the right choice. Anyways I'm going to bed and getting up early, making breakfast, taking a shower, doing homework early, then have lunch, and relax then go to a funeral. Long day it will be so I'm out lata.

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