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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Weird Day!!

Well what can I say this has been a weird day. I woke up and Jamie was still in bed. So I took a shower and my suitemates door to the bathroom was shaking the whole time I was in there. So I got out of the shower and Jamie was finally up. She had skipped her first 2 classes. I told her that the door was shaking while I was in the shower she said no it was the light in our room. Then all of a sudden the floor started vibrating!! Stupid construction people outside were making the room shake. Crazy!! Anyways I went to band, then during band Mike text me a picture. Of coarse I couldn't look at it then I got another text message from him. So I had to tell him that I was in band and that I would look at it later and let him know if I liked his hat. Right after band my mom called me saying that my dad was going to call and try to book my flights for this summer. So we got my flights for this summer book already isn't that cool?!? Then I got back to my room and type in the URL and what do you know it was gone. So I texted him and said retard you removed it. Nothing back so I was like ok I'm going to Sherman to type my leadership paper that still isn't finished. I came back Jamie was sleeping so I thought well maybe I got a e-mail from Mike....no. I went to dinner and what a gross one it was at that. Then came back to the room watch TV for awhile. Went to Laurens hung out and then Wal-Mart w/ Jackie and now I'm hear. Still no response from Mike so I hope he is ok. But it is funny when you go to Wal-Mart and you see people you haven't seen in awhile and they tell you that they are pregnant and getting married. Especially when they are younger than you!!! What the crap what is wrong with me?? No boyfriend and not looking and of coarse I do not want to be pregnant right now. I just want to finish school and graduate. Ok ok I would love for a guy to kiss and cuddle with (wait haven't I said this before?) Anyways I guess I could try to type some more on my leadership paper or I could go to bed. I do have to get up early and I don't get my nap like I usually do cause of a presentation I have to do at 9:30 AM. Maybe we won't take that long. Alright that is enough of my weird day I'm going to bed. Lata

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Oops

So yea I have realized that I haven't posted anything in this for awhile not that anybody reads this. Anyways school is slowly winding down and I can't wait. I have 1 more paper to finish then I'm done. I've got test to take but I don't care about that. Jamie and her ex-boyfriend are officially broke-up. I would say that she is acting better than she was but then we had a fight last night. I will say though that she is hanging out with Lauren and Leia now and I think that is awesome for her. She use to stay in the room and not do anything but now hopefully she will start experiencing college life. Last week for me was pretty good for some reason. I slept some did a little bit of homework and then this past weekend wow what a weekend. I went to dance on Friday, then SA and me had dinner at Taste Island. Yummm Chinese food!! Then Saturday I slept most of the day and then at night I went to Wal-Mart w/ SA and she got her a ear pierced a second hole. I however had to get something done as well or she wasn't going to do it. So yea I got my cartilage pierced. Like I need anymore holes in my head! haha. So then we went out to Carlattas and got drunk or I should say tipsy. I got to talk to Mike though before I left and he told me that he was looking for another job!! Good grief boy but this job he wants to find is in Texas or Dallas!! Yea I was soo excited but I didn't tell him how excited I was. So as we were out at Carlattas I saw some guys that I haven't seen in awhile and it was nice to see them too. But you know what I figured out that I shouldn't have a phone when I'm drunk. I text Mike yep that's right dumb ass me. So when we got back at like 2 AM I decided to send him and e-mail letting him now that I was sorry for doing that. Sunday I spent with my best friend Stefanie and we went to her house and did laundry and homework. Sunday was just a great day. Cause as we were about to eat dinner Mike texted me. Of coarse he read my text messages and wanted to know how I was doing. So I told him to read his e-mails and of coarse he did. Then later on that night he called me. We talked again and then got disconnected cause his phone died. I proceed to my room and checked my e-mail. Wow I got one from Mike!! But this e-mail was different at the end he said that..........he missed me!! OH MY GOSH!!! Mike saying that is like a big thing cause he NEVER says that. So to end a good week with that then Monday hits. I was going to take my car to get fixed finally so I left class early to go to Sherman. Jason went with me and I dropped my car off and waited for Enterprise to pick me up to get a rental car. As I was getting the rental car they wanted a credit card to pay for it. Well hell I'm not paying for it so they said that they just needed something to hold the money with till the other people pay. haha I have them my parents credit card did they take it....no. Cause my name wasn't on the card they couldn't use it. So I then gave them my debit card well hell that takes the money right out. I didn't have $279 in my acct. At that time I was almost in tears but luckily Jason was there and I was cool. So I then decided to use my other credit card that I didn't think would work. Thank the lord it did, so now told the guy to let his mom know about them paying for it when I go and take the vehicle back. Had a lovely dinner with Jason though after all that and got a pretty nice car too. Came back and started a test that was due 2day. Then KKY meeting that lasted 2 long then rushed back to finish test and do a DB that was due by midnight. That is when I got in a fight with Jamie. Don't want to go into that ordeal at all. So me being pissed off when to Wal-Mart w/ SA to get something and we spend longer there than expected. She got Stephanie Finch's birthday present. Oh yea I don't have that much money now either and I'm over on my text messages for this month. So man oh man my week is not looking so hot. But of coarse you can't have 2 good weeks in a row something has to go bad. Anyways I've written lots and I'm tired now. Lata

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

I hate school!!!

Ok so yea this week actually hasn't been to bad except something. My roommate and her boyfriend of 2 years broke up. Now she is in a sad mood or pissy mood all the time. She wants to go home for some reason. The only time I want to go home is when I just need some down time or for an occasion. She wonders why she doesn't ever have any fun well she should stay up here on the weekends and see what it is like for once. Anyways enough of that I'm going to be living in my house in Sherman this summer. Hopefully with Stefanie if her parents let her. I'm going to take summer school though. But 3 of them are online so that isn't that bad. The other one will be at Grayson. So just one class to go to that's it plus work. Speaking of that I need to find a job in Sherman for this summer. So I can make some money to pay the bills. I plan on having an awesome summer. Next summer I will be working cause I will have already graduated!!! I plan on getting a job around the Dallas area. I do not want to move back home and live in Midland. It is just so dead there it seems. People however think it is the best place to raise kids. Well I think up here is fine too. I don't even have a boyfriend so I'm not to concerned where I get a job now. So the weather is getting warmer and I'm excited cause soon I will be able to wear shorts outside and flip flops. I am going on the South Beach Diet again this summer and I plan on keeping the weight off this time. Going to exercise too and look awesome my last year at school just like I did my senior year in high school. OHHHH I'm still waiting on people to call me about my car so I can go get it fixed. This is starting to get stupid with me waiting and my car looking like crap. But hopefully once it is fixed it will look they same as it did before. Well I guess I could start some homework that isn't due til Sunday but I might as well get it done now. I'm out lata

Saturday, April 09, 2005


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Thursday, April 07, 2005

Stupid Weather

Ok so I only have a few minutes to write before I have to go to my 8 o'clock class and thank god that today we are turning in our last term paper in the class. No more freakin papers in the class till the final!! I'm so glad that this is my last semester for a 8 o'clock class! Next time I have anything this early will be work and I will get paid to go that early. Anyways the weather has been crappy these past few days. I drove to Sherman yesterday in the pouring rain just so I could type up a paper in fact I will say I was done by 3:30 yesterday and proud of myself 4 finishing it that early. Since I did finish early I got to go bowling last night with friends and had a good time. It is nice to go out and do something w/o worrying what I should be doing. Jamie even went w/ us cause she is in the middle of a break with her 2 year b/f. But you know what I love her 2 death but I'm starting to get sick of her talkin about it. It is almost like she is forcing him to get back w/ him. Maybe not but it just seems that way especially last night. It could be that it is close 2 that time of the month too and I'm really moody. But anyways I still haven't heard from the insurance people yet about my poor baby. I want it to be fixed so it won't look like it does. I have to call them 2day and ask when the adjuster is going to call me. If I don't call my parents will be pissed. I wish this had never happened but I deserve it cause I should have never played that April Fools joke on Mike. Which reminds me I need to call him tonight :)!!! Ok well it is time for class so I'm outty. Lata

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Hell Week No. 2

Ok so it looks like this is going to be hell week number 2 for me. I have a 1500 word paper that is due Thursday that I have written 1 sentences for. I hope that the adjuster will call me and come take pictures of my poor car so I can call Bob Utter Ford so they can get the parts and then fix my poor baby. I have initiation weekend plus a lock-in for KKY too. I also need to write my freakin paper for management so my group doesn't get pissed at me. So much to do not enough time. I just don't have the motivation to write papers anymore I'm sick and tired of doing it. Jamie and Jamie our on a break and it started out like Mike's and mine relationship hopefully hers will end up better than mine. Well I guess you never know what will happen between Mike and me. We weren't 2gether for 2 years though like Jamie and Jamie were but it has been a year and we still talk and do other stuff when we see each other. So anyways on a happy note I get to move into my house in Sherman this summer!! No going home for summer anymore I get to stay with SA hopefully and not have to deal with parents!! I'm so excited I just can't wait. I'm planning on this summer to be an awesome one for some reason. Last year I was depressed cause I had to leave Mike, well he's off in Ohio right now and who knows were he'll be in June, July, and August and for the rest of his life. I'm pretty sure though if we stay in contact I'll know. This summer though I get to stay up here and be w/ my friends finally!! It's almost like it was when I got to live on my own my last year at Midland and I just loved it except for the whole room mate thing. SA is cool and I really don't think I will have a problem with her. They say never to move into a place w/ your best friend but if we both are working and are there just at night and weekends she's with Tim then it will be ok. I really wouldn't mind if she isn't there it will give me the chance to experience what it is like to live by myself. Ok I know this is totally off subject but wouldn't it make sense if you are under a tornado watch for the sun not to be out and shining?? Well here in Durant, Ok it is and it is 80 degrees outside too. WTF!!! Ok anyways more good news Jason and I are just friends and I'm liking how we are too. We don't kiss, just hang out and sometimes cuddle a little nothing to big and I'm liking it. We don't really fight anymore which is good, I still get jealous sometimes but oh well. So yea other than my poor baby being hurt and all the freakin papers I have to write I'm doing really well. YYYEEESSS!!! Anyways I'm going to write this freakin paper so I won't have to be up till midnight on Wednesday doing it. Lata

Friday, April 01, 2005

April Fools Day!!!

So last night I played a horrible April Fools joke on Mike. SA called and told him that I got in an accident and that I was in the ICU and that her and Stephanie where on the way to Sherman to see me. So she called him back in 30 minutes and she said here you want to talk to her and of coarse he said yes. So I acted like I just got in an accident and I was talking to him and then I told him "hey can I tell you something?" He was like yeah cause that is what I say before I tell him that I love him but this time I said April Fools!! Yea then he goes silent!! WTF!! Ok so yeah I know that is really really really mean but at the time it was funny. He forgave me though so it's all good. So my day went on and it was going pretty well I had dinner with my dad and I got to dance just in time. But as I was dancing someone came in and asked me what kind of car do you drive? I told them a thunderbird and they were like yeah that was hers. Oh was like Ohh my gosh!! Some guy had backed up into my car and made a dent in it on the left driver side. So yea guess what I get to deal with this week along with other things. Boy this is going to be a wonderful month I can already tell. I'll post pictures of what it looks like later. I called Mike and told him that he should have never told me that I was going to have bad karma. But look what happened so yea I will never do that again. But I'm going now cause I need to go to bed. Peace out