Days Go By

Ok so what do you do when there is this guy that you use to like but you don't like him anymore, and he still wants to be with you? You see I have this guy friend, well he is more like one of my best guy friends, and we use to like each other but now I don't feel the same yet he does feel the same. I've told him that I don't feel the same yet he still pushes. What the freak can I do to tell him that I don't want him like that anymore? I've told him and he knows but yet somewhere he thinks that we can still get back together. Umm I'm sorry once you hurt me there is no turning back. He even has a girlfriend that is of the last time I talked to him he did. He still cares for her and loves her but what the heck is up with me still. Get over me for Pete's sake!!Ok well except for Mike he did rip my heart and stomp on it last year but I forgave him cause I was soo that into him. Anyways if anybody knows what to do let me know. Ok so what do you do when there is this guy that you use to like but you don't like him anymore, and he still wants to be with you? You see I have this guy friend, well he is more like one of my best guy friends, and we use to like each other but now I don't feel the same yet he does feel the same. I've told him that I don't feel the same yet he still pushes. What the freak can I do to tell him that I don't want him like that anymore? I've told him and he knows but yet somewhere he thinks that we can still get back together. Umm I'm sorry once you hurt me there is no turning back. Ok well except for Mike he did rip my heart and stomp on it last year but I forgave him cause I was soo that into him. Anyways if anybody knows what to do let me know. Yes he does still have a girlfriend tha tis last time I talked to him he did. He still cares and loves her so what the heck is he still hooked on me then. Get of me for Pete's sake!! Anyways I keep going to bed late and waking up late too. I really need to stop that I'm making a bad habit of it. I found out today Stefanie got a job offer for a job that she interviewed at in Richardson. I'm really happy for her but now she doesn't know if she is going to live with me this summer. So that like totally ruins my summer plans. If she doesn't live with me I can either still live there or just move home again. There are good things about moving home and there are bad things. I'm not going to list all of them but a part of me wants to move home for one last summer then another part wants to experience living without them for one summer. I want to be able to have fun with my friends for once and not hear about all the parties they go to and the fun they have w/o me. So yea that just adds to my stress. I haven't heard from Mike in awhile but that is ok I'll eventually hear from him. I haven't even talked to Jason in I don't know when I still miss him and I don't care if he knows that either. I would tell him straight up right now if I could but yea I'm not going to. This has been an interesting week and it isn't over yet. Hey Star Wars comes out tomorrow go watch it!!! Anyways I'm going to clean the kitchen then go to bed early 2nite. Lata