New Month

First off I want to apologize for anything I say on here and I don't mean to hurt anybody's feelings this is just me venting to myself. Today starts a new month and in this month we have Spring Break and I get to see Mike! I'm so excited I can't wait til next week. I talked to Mike (Choda) on Sunday night and he said that he was coming the 9th or 10th. I will be leaving to go home on the 13th so hopefully I'll get to spend some time with him before I may never see him again. He told me that he will be leaving the state of Hawaii pretty soon and I asked him what he was going to do after leaving there? Then when he told me this my heart just sank he said he might be moving up north somewhere!! I almost wanted to cry right then but I didn't I held back the tears. I have to keep thinking that he said that a long time ago too and that he might be moving to Houston. So yea I should never take what he says about where he is going literally. I just miss him cause he is my stress relief and I bet some people can tell that I'm not the same as I was last semester. I've been stressed out and I don't know what to do to control it either. Any suggestions?? I just pissed my best friend off my telling her what I felt. She wants to know when I'm upset with her well....I told her and now she is mad or upset. All I told her was that her definition of quick and mine are 2 totally different definitions. So hear is the thing Monday mornings my room mate gets in the shower at 7:30 AM. Well this one Monday SA woke up 45 min. late!! Jamie only woke up 15 min. late. SA had work at 9 and Jamie has class at 9. But SA works in Sherman so she really had to get going. SA told Jamie that she would take a quick shower so Jamie could get in. Well a quick shower to me doesn't mean 10-15 min. If I really wanted to hurry I could be in and out in like 5 min. Well Jamie didn't get to take a shower until later that day. With today I had to go to the bathroom before class well SA was in there and she said let her go right quick. Did that happen...nope. She talked on the phone for a sec. then went and still was talking on the phone and I was like screw it I have class in 5 min plus I had to walk there. Then I came back and she was in our room curling her hair w/ my curling iron. Not that I mind her using my curling iron or anything just it's kind of shocking when I come in my room sometimes and she is using my stuff w/o asking. So I told her about her quickness to mine and she got upset. I was just letting her know that I was upset about it and that is it. She said fine she won't use my curling iron ever again and that she feels like she is stepping over boundaries. I so never said that all I said was she needed to understand what quick meant. Ok enough of that I'm suppose to be typing my paper that is due TODAY!!! Had to get that off my chest and now I need to finish my paper that I keep putting off. Peace out (in Kips voice of coarse)